she wants to say “I love you”
but keeps it to “goodnight”
because love will mean some falling
and she’s afraid of heights
r.i.d (via askaboutnikki)
Late night thoughts…

Thinking how much I really need to get my shit together. I’m definitely not where I need to be in my life, not even near it at least. I use to think about the things I want to fix in my life and about myself and attempt to work on them. Now I just think about the things that I want to work on about myself and I don’t even have the self motivation anymore. Its like I’m in this hole in my life and I want to get out, but I don’t have the urge to anymore. Why have I gave up on so many things in my life…this is not the person I use to know…who have I become…who am I now…I don’t like this person, she’s given up on life…

You have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you. Too far, and they abandon you.
Hanif Kureishi  (via killergrape)

(Source: ryannxp)

I want you. I want your sleepy confused look when you wake up. I want to be the warmth that fills the space in your bed. I want to be the sheets your fingers crave at night; the blanket that wraps around you all night. I want to drink tea with you, share some records we find. I want to talk about everything in the world newspapers. I want to discuss with you, to be stubborn and quick-witted with you. I want to have differences between us. I want your flaws. All of them. I want go into the deepest corners of your mind and never get bored of you. I want to be surprised by the new all the time. I want to look at you like a movie, a living piece of art; always trying to chase what you crave … and capture you.
Elay Neal Moses (via hellanne)
When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.
Haruki Murakami (via in-finitus)
The problem is
I’ve convinced myself
you’re the one
though you were already gone
long before you left me.
Venus (via venusthetaurus)