when i woke up in the mornings
and the only thing i looked
forward to was going
back to bed
So I told my mom that I’m a lesbian, and I’ve been going through hell ever since. Everyday I’m bashed, criticized, and everything else you could imagine about it. I was tired of hiding my sexuality, but I guessed I should have waited… what a mistake. It hurts how much I go through about my sexuality but I couldn’t see myself liking males to please society when I desire a female. I would be miserable if I did, and I refuse to live miserable to satisfy others when they don’t have to live my life…I do.
i definitely need to realize when a person doesn’t have space in their life for me.